by: Mark Thomas [sorabji@paranoia.com]

date: 11/2/95
10:04 AM
I'm really fuckin' hot today. Not sweating. Just very hot inside. Already very hungry.

3:19 PM
Lunch has happened, and it was a success. I ate, A sandwich. Something about ham and cole slaw. Slaw is a rude sounding word. Slaw. It could easily be the basis of a palindrome.

Lev? Annoy? Na.
Can I show Al's slaw?
Oh! Sin a canyon navel.

Well, there you have it. A successful lunch followed by a triumphant, vaguely meaningful palindrome is really the ticket to happiness in my easily-amused world. *

Mr(s). Radio is playing a song I like. Vaguely Buffetesque, but I have no idea who the singer is.

In high school I knew this guy named Ed, and he was singing with a band and they were improvising and trying to write some new songs, and Ed came up with the great line "My head hurts, my feet stink, and I don't love Jesus." Everyone guffawed and slapped their knees, thinking they had a hit, but of course it was revealed (3 years later) that Ed had not created that lyric, it was Jimmy Buffet. I think. Or one of those Florida beerheads. I think it was he who said what I've always felt to be true of musicians on all levels, not just jazz or cabaret or pop. He said that somewhere between the last century and this one musicians got this idea that they were royalty, but in fact we're all descended from court jesters and clowns, at the service of royalty and not on its roster.

Wow, guess that guy Jimmy Buffett is pretty bright. Never really thought about it before. Always liked his music, even if marguaritas almost killed me July 4th, 1990 and he just went sing-sing-singing along.

8:15 PM
Can't get off this hang-up on the word SLAW. If those, those, those PEOPLE hadn't put slaw on my otherwise unremarkable ham sandwich, this would never be happening and I could have just gone home already and eaten dinner. This word, it just hangs there like something tender, something virginal. I just had to turn off the radio so I could be sure I had the wherewithal and the intellectual resources to concentrate on the sound of slaw. I'm, like, saying it out loud as I type it, slaw. Slaw. Slaw. Slaw. Serve slaw to Sorabji, see? I should really be going home, going to the Sports Entourage restaurant on 2nd Ave., where there is almost certainly going to be a lot, I mean a lot of slaw. It goes without saying, anywhere I go tonight will be a Night of SLAW
. *

9:23 PM
Gotta get out of this damn office. Logging into IRC tonight, was using the old-fashioned Unix client, and I remembered thinking the first few times I ever used IRC that it felt like I was plunging into a toilet or into a sewer or into someplace very dark and disturbed. Thought that again tonight as I was connecting. Not that the company of people I sawthere was in any way comparable to the above descriptioo8n, just that IRC always puts me right back into a very dreary and angst-ridden time of life which I wish I could put past me but which somehow returns day after day to bother me with questions of why I would waste my time in such orgies of self-absorption. *

11:44 PM
1995 shall go down in the history of my life as the Year of Slaw. Keep 
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