I'm sitting in a Federal office building the day after Thanksgiving, waiting for my eight-hour daily sentence to expire, wondering how I became so fucking unemployable that I'm forced to sit in front of a computer terminal five days a week and appear to be busy (the only job requirement) in exchange for what amounts to a welfare check every two weeks.

God help me.

back from seeing that Bug movie with my nephews, my sister and the folks. What is the name of that thing again? A Bug's Life? That sounds about right.....same team that made Toy Story so I figured it would be pretty good. Stick around for the end credits if you go to see it....very funny stuff goes on there.

Very full from yesterday but the whole holiday has been a bit uncomfortable....and I'm here till Sunday morning. So God Help MEEEEEEE!

I'm on my sister's computer so I'd best be getting off right now....later people.

Wondering why Pete's holiday has been uncomfortable. Have you been "outed?"

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doing a major closet overhaul. This time, I will be ruthless and determined. The things I've had since high school, their time has come.

listening to the screaming trees. eating nalley's vegetarian chili. about to make a pot of coffee and set down to writing a paper on african american quilters. looking at a small, gray, plastic wind up dog.

really, i just felt like i should write something because the wayd hasn't changed in a day or so. i guess i am the only one that looks at sorabji.com on a saturday night.

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Feeling disjointed. I feel like I don't sufficiently show my appreciation to my friends when I finally do see them. I get all excited about going home, and then I feel awkward. I guess that can be natural sometimes, but I feel guilty about it.
Right now I'm keeping myself up so I can sleep on the busride home. I only have an hour until I need to be at the station. In a little longer than that, I'll be taking up two seats and snoozing.
Why did I chose the 4am bus?

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admitting to Agatha that I looked at WAYD several times Saturday night, but did not feel compelled to scroll anything for all to see.

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Is this all a person gets to see in here is a chess board?
Wow, I thought I had a boring life!

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Dear Bored,

Sorry your life is so dull that you have to spend time watching other people play chess.

For your information, this is a high stakes match for sexual favors the likes of which you cannot even imagine.

It is a slow dance in which each and every move brings the pair closer to the moment of *mating*.

Who will win? What will be the prize?

Who will lose? And what will be the prize?

Asking Sheila if there really could be a loser in that game?

Enjoying the rhapsodius delights of sorabji.com.

Aaaaah!

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back.

backbackbackbackbackbackback....

only uncomfortable because some of the family (in-laws specifically) just don't seem to like having visitors around too much.

maybe we just go down for one day and then leave? that would make him happy but not me. not my family. my folks drove for 11 focking hours only to have their son-in-law not eat Thanksgiving dinner with them???

yes -- we have so much to be thankful for.

Chatting on ICQ with someone I really like, reading this site beween messages, and wishing I didn't have to go back to work tomorrow.

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Looking at Mark's bed & wondering if he beat somebody at poker over the weekend. But they're all singles -- too bad!

And wd you believe it -- I saw the paper today & realized I had 5 of the 6 wining numbers in the Lottery this week -- & I CAN'T FIND MY FUCKING TICKET! It's not in my wallet/ it's not in my purse/it's not in my car... I hope to God it's in my desk at work when I go in tomorrow. The pot was $23 million...But 5 digits out of 6 are probably only worth abt $2500. Still -- I NEED that $$! I've been playing those numbers for 3 years /ever since I moved to FL.

Sweartagod/I'm gonna drive my car into the nearest overpass if I don't find that fucking ticket...

Praying to St. Anthony. He always finds things that are missing. Just ask my cousin. *g*

Now, R.C., if you find the ticket, AND YOU WILL, ya gotta send me (6) Instant Scratch Off Lottery Tickets for my trouble.

hehe

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aching

working on his homepage. Take a look see. Not a WHOLE lot has been changed, but I'm tryin to get it fresh and new again.

Oh, and sign my guestbook, it's getting lonely.

*g*

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thick mouthed ex-hot chocolate.

you are a goddamn fucking genius.

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Enjoying a buffet of fantasy inside my head........

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Freaking to this Netcom World
Wide Web frameless browser event
Thought Netcom just provided access
to the Net . . . . "no guru, no method,
no master". . . but where to learn more
. . . the Help button and books. . .?

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wondering what the hell everyone had for breakfast this morning. YIKES! Unusually bizarre postings.

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In an explosion of festiveness, I decided to hang a frayed string of colored lights randomly around my dorm room and door. I'm the only one on my end of the floor (the boys' end) with any sort of christmas decor.

The girls' end is blindingly festive.

I took the blinker out of my string of lights and traded it with a light from one of the girls' strings. Flashing lightrs give me a headache. Now half of her lights flash and the other half stays on... HeeHee.

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