resolving that in 1999, i will at last become a serious person.

1/1/99, 0:03 AM
Ridin is:

wishing everyone a Happy New Year.

Happy 1999 everyone!

It's a new year - let's make it a good one.

New Years Resolutions:

1. Drink more water, drink less soda.

2. Walk up the stairs at work instead of taking the elevator.

3. Try to be more understanding and tolerant of others (except, of course, Oatmeal Boy).

4. Never mention Oatmeal Boy's name again (I predict this will be the first one to be broken....).



And what might yours be?

mark, please don't.

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This year I resolve to:

eat more chocolate
drive faster
party more
be indecisive
slouch

oh don't worry, it's all for good reason.

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the first thing that happened to me on the first morning of the new year is that the Pathetic Vicodin Hound peed on my foot.

I have consulted the Torah, I Ching, Farmer's Almanac, and Martha Stewart's Living, but have been unable to find any reference to such an event or its meaning.

Therefore I am presuming it to be a very good omen. May you all have dog pee on your foot today, and good fortune all year.

1/1/99, 4:43 PM
samantha is:

resolving.

+ no more obsessing over TMBG. this is getting horrible. I wake up, put in a TMBG CD, listen for hours, get out another and repeat. for the first time in a few days, I have something else in. this is ridiclous.

+ stop worrying that the boyf is cheating on me. because he's not at all. stop dreaming that he is. especially dreaming. that's horridly vivid.

+ kiss her... so she knows.

+ make sure not to let crazy people get me on ICQ like I usually do.

+ do not watch "A Very Brady Christmas" this year. not more than once, that is.

* let people know what I'm REALLY thinking.

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Belatedly wishing everyone a most prosperous 1999!

*hugs*

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just now waking up from the coma I've been in all day.

I don't even remember midnight last night. Which is a shame, because I always like to listen to all the bubbas shoot their guns.

Had some milk with irish cream syrup in it, then some cottage cheese and bread. I will live.

I resolve to live through 1999.

*ughs*

i don't know.

what i'm not doing is cleaning up the chili mess in the kitchen.

what i'm going to do, is go get the remaining chili from the car so it won't smell of chili tomorrow.

but then, what to do with that chili...

resolving to not fall
into a horrible routine.

to not do things only to
please others.

to avoid eating things
that are the color
purple.

to stop making fun of
people from new jersey

ok, maybe not that last
one.

and thanks to samantha I
may have to pull out that
ana ng single again and
party like i

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..it's 1989.

why do i keep getting cut
off? Is there a
conspiracy her

eating a McDonald's Big Breakfast. For some inascertainable reason, my mother bought it for me out of the blue.

odd

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I am enjoying your website! I ran across it from the PC Computing insert for payphone number lookup. Great stories.

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Reeling from the realization that my shit-for-brains brother bought the breakfast because my mother told him to.

Eeeeek!

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For 1999


No resolutions/
nor grand solutions/
no great desires to be pursued.
No elaborate schemes or glittering dreams/
just reading & writing
/good friends &
good food.
To remain scott-free of debt & illusions/
to continue the search for Love
& Truth.
To ponder on heaven & things unseen/
be a little more trusting &
a little less mean
towards folks whose opinions make my blood boil
/& to know that the job at which I toil to keep a humble roof overhead/is not
who I am/nor what I'm destined to be.
And to remain
always
a die-hard fan
of Sorabji.

riding again.

up
down
up
down

wheee...

Did someone call my name?

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Watching the news and learning about all these crazy storms in our Country...all that snow and ice in the midwest and Canada...and all that rain and wind in the south...and this really awesome lightning and wind display going on right now in my back yard.

I'm also thinking about my brother Mike who was arrested here at my house last night and taken into custody where he will live for the next 21 days until he gets permission to go home to NY with my Mom. Whatta shame because Mike is such a great kid.

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sitting around on my butt on my 19th birthday because after the surprise party that my friends threw for me (which i knew about on new years eve) ended, we all had to go home because the roads are really icy and it sucks.

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Torn.

Don't you hate that? Especially when the right decision is so obvious...

I keep telling myself that... There's nothing to decide, really.

Torn.

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resolving to eat more ham.

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having a nervous
breakdown

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Determined to fight adulthood.

I'm going to make stupid mistakes and trivialize them. I'm going to stay up late every night and abuse my body.

I'll eat when I have time, money, and desire all simultaniously and only then.

I'll substitute chemicals for necessary maintainence such as fuel and rest. I will avoid being healthy.

I will refuse to be bored and maybe sometimes I'll cry.

I'm going to offend people and not apologize. I mean it this time.

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Totaly Awesome.. Last night was awesome anyway.. I spent it with a great woman and hopfully tonight will be the same. (just so ya know nothing 'bad' happend)

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Going fuckin' crazy...
My brother got arrested because my asshole husband and his asshole friend bought my 15 year old brother a big ass bottle of Vodka and thought it was really funny to see him all trashed. Then he freaked and beat the shit out of my husband so hubby called the police and they took my brother to JDC for 21 days...he was supposed to be flying back to NY tonight but now that aint gonna happen. I went and visited my brother yesterday and he remembers nothing about it. He also try to cut my 87 year old neighbor with a carpet knife. So of course he was arrested for 2 felonies. I feel really bad for him because he didnt know what the hell he was doing and he feels like total shit now. And to top it all off, chances are that my Mom will have to fly here to deal with all this because she is his legal guardian. So not only am I running my ass off to see my brother who is an hour and a half away from me, I also work full time and the last thing I need is Mom here...unbeleivable.

Anyway, about those plans for my trip to NY Jimbabe...I'm gonna fly outta St.Pete Airport on a non-stop flight to Newark, NJ...I got the ticket for $128 round trip so I couldnt pass it up. That means I wont be able have that layover in DC like I wanted. So much for us hittin' the meat bars huh?!?!

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it's like working in an old folk's home on valentine's day.

hoping that the ginko biloba will start to kick in soon.

try St. John's Wort instead and lay off the Special K.

believe it or not, i have decided to stop using x. it's not a resolution. it's a directive i got from my brain a few hours after i came-to on new years day. that stuff fucks your shit up. bad. i'm gonna quit while the grey matter is still grey and the synapses are still firing.

goodbye beloved bliss.
hello reality...

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drinking Glenfiddich, which was one of my presents.

This is what Michael Castleman says about St. John's wort:

"In combination with certain foods and drugs, MAO inhibitors may cause dangerously increased blood pressure (hypertensive crisis). Symptoms include headache, stiff neck, nausea, vomiting, and clammy skin. In recommended amouts, St. John's Wort is not as powerful as as pharmaceutical MAO-inhibitors. Nonetheless, those using the herb should follow certain precautions. While using St. John's Wort, do not take amphetamines, narcotics, the amino acids tryptophan and tyrosine, diet pills, asthma inhalants, nasal decongestants, or cold or hay fever medications. In addition, don't drink beer, wine, or coffee, or eat salami, yogurt, chocolate, fava beans, or smoked or pickled items."

Scotch is better, in reality.

Sometimes, like now, I prefer the rather pedestrian Dewar's. It's no single malt, but at least I can buy it in a pint bottle size.

"The Clones of Dr. Funkenstein" is spinning on the victrola and I feel just fine.

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I like Dewar's, too.

I had it for breakfast.

While listening to Art Tatum.

doing too many things

feeling like joanne. overwhelmed. make it go away.

wondering if "zoa" is a legitimate scrabble word?

anyone?

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working hard to try and sell you all alcoholic products.
I just spent 20 minutes on the phone with a client trying to use surf imagery to sell rum in the midwest. She wanted to know if the headlines that we wrote would have street cred with surfers. I asked her how many surfers there were in Illinois.
Sarah, you'd be surprised how much of a drug virgin I actually am, though it may not sound like it. I tried a half an e on new year's eve for the first time. Fun, though it was not some sort of mind blowing experience like some people describe it.
I must admit, I do worry about throwing away the few useful synapses I was born with. Though I just can't buy into the "drugs are evil" mentality that people shove down kids throats. I'll stop discussing this now before someone (myself included) gets the funny idea to pull out a soapbox.

As for the St. Johns Wort, I've tried it and I still think it could do with a better name.

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oh, and if you can tell me what zoa means then you're more than welcome to use it against me.

zoa is the plural of the word

zoon,(zo'on),n., 1. any individual, or the individuals collectively produced froma a single egg. 2. zooid.

working and worrying. wanting back the holiday i never had.

(i would list all the things i have just done/still have to do but hell who isn't snowed under? i did find out that i get back to new york this april though. which is nice.)

realising i never did make it back to play a game of scrabble, which would have been nice.

Freezing!! Current temperature here in Holiday Florida? 29 fuckin' degrees...thats not including the wind chill...I like it real HOT...like about 95 is perfect for me. Not likin' this cold at all. Time to get Kim off to school and me off to work.

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is asking Danipoo...

BUT WHEN???

hehe

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joining sarah on her vacation from x. i, too, rolled on new year's eve in some odd attempt to make the bitter cold feel good, and it's taken me up until now to recover. it's just not worth it anymore. i've learned all i have to learn from it. now it's time for the crack.

just kidding.

1/6/99, 3:33 PM
nate is:

drunk as fuck from lucnh time revereralies. good steak and lots o f tequila.

now i have to try to work!1 heh. i think i can't go home yet because i drove in. if i go yell at my boss maybe he'll give me a raise. oro better yet he might fire me and i can collect unemployment while i smoke drugs all day.

HAHAA fuck



i wonder if anyone cal tell i am fucked up. maybe i can pull this off.

i hope i don't get aphone call.

"By breaking this seal, the user hereinafter agrees to abide by all the terms and conditions of the following agreement that nobody ever reads, as well as the Geneva Convention and the U.N. Charter and the Secret Membership Oath of the Benevolent Protective Order of the Elks and such other terms and conditions, real and imaginary, as the Software Company shall deem necessary and appropriate, including the right to come to the user's home and examine the user's hard drive, as well as the user's underwear drawer if we feel like it, take it or leave it, until death do us part, one nation indivisible, by the dawn's early light,...finders keepers, losers weepers, thanks you've been a great crowd, and don't forget to tip your servers."

calling all over the country. "Hi. I'm returning your phone call from Child Support Enforcement...how can I help you?" Man, my throat is dry and my temper is flaring. Is it time to go home yet? Yikes. One more time zone to go. Night y'all...

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Ahhhh,
Nate & Swine...
Swine & Nate...
:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)
Where wd I be w/out my daily dose of Natorious Swineisms?

...say g'nite Six. And
get off my damn flannel pjays -- I'm
sleeping in those tonite!

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catching up, but not on sleep

always intrigued by Joanne's postings. What could she be catching up on? Sleep? Eating? Cricket?

The mind boggles.

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smiling tiredly. it ain't cricket.

she got some nookie, i'm guessing.

joanne, did you get some nookie?

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ummm, uhhh, i am going potty, and then i am going to play doggie again.

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Taking a monster dump

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Dancing in my underwear

Chatting on my ICQ, drinking water..and trying to find out what all this is all about..

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I am failing my degree, spectacularly close to the finish too.

Give us a job anyone?

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wondering if you really
want one

still at work.

Damn....

also still at work.

Just getting home from work...had a great night at work tonight...lots of fun people.

Had a pretty weird thing happen at work last friday...this guy and this girl come into the bar and they just sat there kinda staring at me so I just ignored them. So then I hear this guy yell out "I'd know those blue eyes anywhere" so of course I walk over to get a closer look and it turned out to be my friend Two and his God awful swamp creature toothless thing of a fiance. I about shit. I really dislike unannounced visitors so I wasnt really into seeing them but because I'm basically not a rude person, I went out with them for a few hours. Naturally it was a fuckin' night from hell after Miss Swamp thing saw Two grab my ass as we were getting out of the car. That was my excuse to go home so I guess it was a good thing. The ass grab did nothing for me except turn my stomach a little but at least it got me home. Life with Danette is never boring.

My daughter turns 8 years old on the 15th of this month. She's such a nice little girl. So sweet and caring. Best thing I ever did, for sure.

I'm taking the trip on the last weekend in February Jimbabe!!

Time for bed...sweet dreams.

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Searching in vain for a bedtime story from His Markness.

Not a literary peep from Him since Nov.

Whazzup w/that, Sorabji? Dontchu love us no more?