mother, i can feel the soil falling over my head.

That's the point, Spunky, Phil does want to suck yours, and statistically speaking, he is in fact doing so right htis very minute.

Waiting for 3 good shows that air tonight.
7:00 Paul Reubens hosts "You Don't Know Jack" 2 episodes back to back.
Then on COMedy Central at 9pm Central is all new SouthPark. Then Prime Time Glick! (Martin Short) at 9:30pm. Kicks!

Thinking about putting up some dysfunctional cams around the house,I think people would pay to see it,if nothing else,but to make them feel better.

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giving J a big hug.
in spirit, anyway.

or would you rather a big glass of rum?

about to go to a meeting called by one obnoxious-assed individual.

I think I'll think keep muttering "eat hot fuck" under my breath. maybe then I'll survive this boredom.

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smiles
over red socks
skulls
and crossbones.

alesato alesato alesato
alesato alesato alesato
alesato alesato alesato
alesato alesato alesato

doubting everything you've ever said

Trace, watch your mouth.

I'm taking a break from catch-up work. If I don't finish tonight, I'll come in on Saturday.

I miss my brother. He's the only person who understands.

Gonna get together with "Siren" again in 2 weeks. Looking forward to yet another wild time with her.
Found out this morning that the family will be here again in August. Mom, sister, nephew will be staying for 2 weeks and Mike my 18 year old brother who's been in Jail for the last almost 1 year will be staying for a month or more. Looking forward to that also. Good thing we're finally settled in the new house or I'd never fit them all.

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this is my computer.
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this is my desk.
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Wondering who Patrick is Doubting.....

thomas. we all doubt thomas.

Thomas doubts too

trying not to kill some people.
i'm sorry but i've have lost the last thread of patience.

I HATE WOMEN. I HATE "BUSINESS PEOPLE". I HATE PROFESSIONAL DEVELOPMENT. BLEACHED HAIR. FUCKING. JESUS CHRIST. LOUD. SHRIEK-Y. LAME-ASS NEED TO GO TO THE MOTHER FUCKING DOG PARK MOTHER FUCKERS.

you really must SHUT THE FUCK UP.

i might need to go home.

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Hanging out watching a storm pass. This one was a quick, fleeting, half-assed storm which left it steamier than it was before. I love the angry, piss off, last-all-day storms where everything seems clean and cool and reborn afterwards.

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i'm about to go to the dog park. really.

Perdonarmi il ragno della signora, io ha significato che ero con niente compire. Che genere di anima siete assetati per?

Perdonarmi the spider of the mrs., I has meant that I was with nothing to compire. Which kind of spirit you are made thirsty for?

Thats the best I can make of Traccia's post.

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No No No,
Forgive me Ms Spider, I meant I had nothing to do.
What kind of blood are you thirsty for?

She posted as Web of the Blood Thirsty Spider

Side note:
I was saying I was BORED BORED BORED, but the literal translation for the Italian word for Bored is Reamed....

I was just kidding.

Trace, you're too needy.

Needy?????
O K

NO NO NO
WTF, I don't NEED anything

i've been getting a lot of email about impotence cures and penis pumps.

thank you, whoever signed up [email protected].

Working on a budget for a project proposal. Which, if we get it, will launch our company into the big time.

Applying for jobs online. I gotta get the fuck out of here.

trying to make as little sense as possible.

emphisis on keeping things possible.

You are succeeding.
So am I for tbat matter.

wishing i hadn't agreed to go to lunch with that photo coordinator gal in the other office who takes half-assed "fetish" pictures and nothing more with a camera thats far beyond what she needs or even knows how to use despite being schooled in photography much like i was as well as having a very prominent and published fetish photographing as an ex-boyfriend who sold her that Mamiya,for dirt cheap that i should have.

wishing i hadn't agreed to go to lunch with that photo coordinator gal in the other office who takes half-assed "fetish" pictures and nothing more with a camera thats far beyond what she needs or even knows how to use despite being schooled in photography much like i was as well as having a very prominent and published fetish photographing as an ex-boyfriend who sold her that Mamiya,for dirt cheap that i should have.

'there are no new messages on the server'


DAMMIT

I think the identity of 'unidentified person' is obvious, don't you?

i actually hit the enter key erroneously. I didnt mean to not put my name down.

im flaking on the girl because she said she invited her friend who is the owner and mainmodel and subgirl.com to come with as well, because i had entertained the idea of shooting her before, but now i don't want to and I don't feel like meeting her and telling her things like "..yes, your ass will be approximately this high in the image.."

and "...no your tits don't have to smile, its not a family portrait..."

and "im sorry but we are goign to have to powder your twat im getting a glare"

these things are just not on my schedule.

wondering how cat is going to feel about the double negative up there in the second sentence.

What double negative?

getting ready to go home.

looks like we will get the go-ahead on our mississippi job for August. mid-august. I'm thinking, we do teh job, and I get back head straight north to home. I hope I don't explode from the climate change - the Gulf to the Great Lakes in like a week!

listening to "crawling king snake." i've finished my bourbon, now it's time for a scotch.

I don't think I can not go doubly ballistic.

getting ready to mow.

getting ready to take a few bongloads and watch a movie.

need to rehydrate mind, body and soul after last night.

Nate, you are sinking. Pull yourself out before you drown

i'm not sinking, spunkster.

ain't nothing wrong with a few bongloads first thing in the morning.

especially when you feel the bourbon gods laughing at you.

laughing at the bourbon gods and polishing off a the remains of a fatty i tucked in a book months ago

http://www.mazeworks.com/home.htm

fun for kids!

Still wanting to know why Dave asked if it was still the same husband I had a couple years ago and what exactly it is that Heather remembers.
Gotta love when people say things and then just not explain what they decided to say.

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http://www.torturechamber.com/wayd/1997/12/III/

So it DID have something to do with trout fishing....I thought so.
Thanks for that awesome flashback. Nice to know that you care so much to go back and dig through 4 years of writing just for me. I really feel quite honered that you still remember that time in my life.
Although, "tiresome" strikes a familiar note.
Funny how I am probably the only one from this site that has managed to keep a husband( or a man for that matter)for 14 years. Go figure.
Here's a little tidbit: Dont beleive everything you read.
The joke is NOT on me. But I still got quite a laugh over it.
And, unlike alot of you, I have always kept the same name. And always will.

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Hmmmm...seems I dont remember a "heather" 4 years ago. Strange.
Picking up girls on the internet IS kinda trashy...dontcha think?

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just trying to go deeper and deeper into my soul so that the noise of the world is silenced and the distortion is no more.

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this is irony, patty.

it is ironical as hell freezing , so c'mon dowwwn.

aaaagggghhhhh im being bored, so much internet - so little to do!

thinking: "hmmm is there actually anyone out there reading this stuff or am I actually all alone in the world??!!"

Nate,
Is it IRONY or is it COINCIDENCE????
Hmmm, you should ask Cat

is what irony or coincidence?

if you dont mind me butting in?

trying to type on wepage from 1997 while being in the year 2001. it went somewhere. . .
where

trying to decide where exactly to place Spunky's new asshole.

oh i see where did you get his new ass hole? can i have a new one too?

wondering if he is the only one here from the UK?

Thinking prob is!

helloooooo? is everyone dead or something? hope not!

is 12 years long enough?

i know, they're so damn hard to get rid of.

eh? what >butting in again<

Checking in after too long (gazing at my baby takes at least two hours daily)...sorry if these remarks are inappropo of the current conversation...

I am also being relieved...my baby sleeps through the night! He also has discovered his hands and imitates fire alarms. Two months and it's just starting.

J(anny) asked after a picture...there is one on the "new" page of my website...all are welcome.

http://www.geocities.com/m_katja

ok so now the sorabki 's' is on my browser dialogue box where i type the url is it there forever i am wondering? i hope not! this place is a tad on the wierd side!!

thinking that should have read sorabji not sorabki, but hey its late at night and im tyred and my fingers dont work anymore and im thirsty and im hungry and im worries about the results of my job interview that i gat tomorrow and im running out of things to put now and so im gonna finish now!

ok noticed now that i have spelt tired with a y thats wrong to so i apologise!

ok so im kinda hogging this place now so im gonna go to bed nite all!

Where ever you want, Cat,
where ever you watn.

grateful to alex for changing the subject, although unsure about what he changed the subject to...

12 years is quite "tiresome" but you can be rid of anything you want and there is nothing hard about it.
I wouldnt part with my husband for anything and I certainly have never or will never wanna "get rid" of him. A little fun here and there does a girl good.

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saying good niye to sorabji

saying good nite to sorabji

found some extra dollars in my bank account.

paid bills with it.


i think i'm all grown up.

this can't be good.

at least I only used half of what I found on bills - the other half is for play.

maybe i'm not as grown up as i think?

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I am pissed off on everything and everybody else,or some time i blame myself for my general failure..but, least i point my finger out to my mom and dad for my overwhelming problem. End of conversation.

getting turned down for my job placement :(

wondering if I really read 'penis pump' in this thread.

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thinking "penis pump"????? hmm strange and strangerer it gets in this place!

work. bleah. monday. ugh.

working on the budget some more, gonna try to stretch it out to last all day, but don't know if I can.

helped my friend move into his brand-new house saturday, pretty nice except that it's in a new subdivision. He tries to claim he's beating urban sprawl but I keep telling him he's actually the Daniel Boone of Urban Sprawl.