I'm at school killen time before my public administration class...I am obessed with that randomn link, I cant stop thinking about it...as a matter of fact, i just went to the bathroom and i kept thinking about it,,,,my class starts in 10 minutes and i cant get off this pageeeee omg save meee....get me away from sorabji.commmmmm--helpppppppppppp! does anyone know of any helpful withdrawel advice...

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sure, post wildly offensive and ignorant rants insulting everyone else, which will ensure that everyone will then destroy you with vibrant wit and iron-clad sarcastic logic, thus reducing you to a shell of your former self as you run in tears from your computer, and develop a phobia of the color black.
or you could just look at porn instead.

"YOU
HAVE
THE
POWER
TO
TAKE
YOUR
COUNTRY
BACK"
"SIGN UP TODAY!"

RaiseTheRoots

"YOU
HAVE
THE
POWER
TO
TAKE
YOUR
COUNTRY
BACK"
"SIGN UP TODAY!"

"Rock the vote"
video clip

http://www.howarddean.tv.com

Computer b0rked.

Installing new o/s soon.

Have a new job.

Reached goal and none of my pants fit.

Eating toast.

Thinking about my pathetic existance and ordering plane tickets.

semillama are you trying to hurt my feelings? cuz this is what i sense...i sense that you are trying to hurt my feelings...stop doing that! thats really mean!

I didnt touch the randomn link AT ALL yesterday...nor will i touch it today!

I am at the new york public library--i went to both! the big grand one and the ghetto one on the corner, i checked out a book called NERVOUS by Zane... anyone ever read any of her books?? eww and there some dude hackin up a really nasty cough!! yuckkkkkk, i heard theres a nasty flu goin around...whats up with that...????? ewwwww what happened to SARS!??!?!?!? heheh alright i think i pulled my ponytail to tight today,,,maybe thats why i am rambling aimlessly..
seeeeee ya!

DEATH IS CERTAIN

LIFE IS NOT

No, cheez, i simply gave you an honest answer to your question.

but if you're that sensitive to how complete strangers think of you on the internet, then perhaps you aren't ready for us yet. the random link thing should be safe, though.

just a bit of friendly advice, which is more than most people get.

semilamamamama

"ready for us?" who the hell is "us" anyway? maybe youre not ready for me if you cant handle my sarcasm and sillyness, you need to lighten up--it's not that serious

now go back and have your fat free crackers tofu..ok? okkkkkkk =)
bye sweethearttttt

that was my earlier entry btw...

you give meeeee the sweetest taboooooooooo
theres a quiet stormm and it never felt like this beforeeeeeeeeee

listening to my ears ring and ring and ring and ring and ring and wishing the phone would.

knows how that is, kazu.


pissed off at the ex, tonight.

thanks for the baggage.

wishing agatha a happy birthday.

wishing i wasn't here at work.

Happy Birthday Agatha!

about to leave for some lunch and bike repair. Right leg bruised and lumpy in two places.

Going to work in three hours then getting off and going to a party just before midnight. Tomorrow I'm getting a helmet and maybe doing a little Christmas shopping.

Happy Birthday, Agatha!

Happy Birthday, Agatha!

Wishing Agatha a Happy Birthday.

Eating a lot of food

Happy birthday agatha!

Happy Birthday Agatha - and Platy - you made it! Woohoo

Yay, thanks everybody! I got a really cute wallet ( http://www.buyolympia.com/queenbee/sid=218463311/Item=bird_ww ), some little rose made out of twine from Cleo, some earrings, and......

A DOG DOOR!

I'm pretty excited about the dog door.

I spent most of my birthday writing a paper, then I went out and had two delicious mojitos.

listening to obscure abba songs and masturbating like it's my job

about to hit the sack!o0o my babe just signed on, maybe i wont,,argh I'm confuzzled...

"Life is a round of miniature golf only larger,
and with a more ambiguous final score."
-- Zippy the Pinhead
(courtesy of Alan Evil) ___________________
ROCK THE VOTE!
http://www.howarddean.tv/vid/qt/GENDEAN_RockTheVote_256k.mov
TRUTH AND SOUL
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ROCK THE VOTE

http://www.howarddean.tv/vid/qt/GENDEAN_RockTheVote_256k.mov
TRUTH AND SOUL

http://www.howarddean.tv/vid/qt/GENDEAN_RockTheVote_256k.mov

hurting.

I took a spill last night on some streetcar tracks and BOOM. My right shoulder aches and hurts to stretch, the small of my back has this inner dull pain that makes sitting up unpleasant. A small gash on my left thigh too, but from what I do not know.

I am going to a wrenching party to work on minibikes and to keep self from falling asleep. Cold weather makes me sleep much, going to bed 10 to 11 pm and staying in bed til nearly noon if I can. Maybe I'm hibernating.

Thinking about having a beer. There's PBR in the fridge, and it's not *too* far away from me. But, that hallway does seem pretty long sometimes. But maybe if I get enough beer, I'll forget that I even walked down the hallway, and then I suppose it won't matter.

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PBR is oldschool...I did an evaluation of the company in my business class,,apparently their marketing strategy of no marketing works well for them...PBR is popular among Bike Messengers
does it taste good?

thinking about PBR logistics.

They do have marketing, it's just a bit cheaper/suttle than other beers.

They advertise in one of the local weeklies (the "cool" one) promoting local bands, a new one each week. Then there's all the trucker hats and t-shirts they sell (that's not marketing! Yes that is).

A friend of mine got a letter from them requesting ad prices for her per-zine.

La la la Advertising la la la.

Thinking...
Lapis, well i didnt mean literally no marketing at all, i guess its their lack of it =)

what zine is this that you see their advertisments in? I have never seen a single one, that would be awesome if you could let me know =)

mark my words...in a few years PBR will be a sell out...
people are going to play it out as they did with clothing like diesel and von dutch..if i see another dork on the street wearing a von dutch hat i might just give them the finger,,,yea i think i will do that :::evil grin::

which finger are you going to give them? Will you have enough left to type?

laughing at moonit

haha im not going to give them A finger i will give the THE finger!!! mwhahahahaahah

we need some html on this thing

what has this site got to do with anything?

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not feeling terribly well.

My sinuses have been clogged all day long and can only be eased by green or ginger tea.

I am tired.

The entire day has been spent in varying degrees of sluggishness, lollygagging about and reading the Bobbins archives. Several discussions with housemates of impending joblessness, birthday and creation of a new pagan sect.

Being standoffish towards people I biked with last night and zoobomb with every Sunday. I think I'm having one of those days where I want to be even more so invisible so the world shall take less notice of my presence and I'll feel no compellance to do anything.

Have you only got one left? Maybe you shouldn't be giving them away? Unless its the Kit Kat Big Finger.... mmmmmm

laughing at moonit again

eww yer sick! lol

thinking that i want to move
away from new york and its
crappy weather, but i want
my friends to move with me.

giving up for the night.

*sigh*

not giving up after all. professors insists that i turn it in by noon.


*argh*


but at least it will be done.

A very small, sickly-looking man was hired as a
bartender. The saloon owner gave him a word of
warning: "Drop everything and run for your life if
ever you hear that Big John is on his way to town."
The man worked several months without any problems.

Then one day a cowhand rushed in shouting, "Big John
is comin'," and knocked the small bartender on the
floor in his hurry to get out.

Before the bartender had a chance to recover, a giant
of a man with a black bushy beard rode into the saloon
through the swinging doors on the back of a buffalo,
and using a rattlesnake for a whip. The man tore the
doors off their hinges, knocked over tables, and flung
the snake into the corner.

He then took his massive fist and split the bar in
half as he asked for a drink. The bartender nervously
pushed a bottle at the man. He bit off the top of the
bottle with his teeth and downed the contents in one
gulp, and turned to leave. Seeing that he wasn't
hurting anyone, the bartender asked the man if he
would like another drink.

"I ain't got no time," the man roared. "Big John is
comin' to town!"

done my class work for the semester. I was going to reward myself with a krispy kreme now that I'm addicted and all...but I decided that would not be in my best interest so I am eating tofu salad (chicken style) and a spinach salad.

thinking.

"Go West, Young Woman." (Directed at bell, not kazu)

Everywhere has its share of crappy weather.

Still fighting the cold. I was out sick yesterday but went in to work today. It was ahuge mistake. My voice is almost completely gone. One of the employees from a neighboring store came to fill in for someone else who was sick told me that even my eyes looked sad and ill.

I need to quit so bad. I talked to the HR person today and she, like everyone else there, told me not to, but then proceeded to listen to some of my reasons and agreed that I should if it was what I felt I need to do.

thinking...

i had three hours of sleep last night, thanks to 3 finals...its almost 2:00 am and i dont feel tired, when do the hallucinations start to kick in???

try it for about a week..the colors are really intense

about to go home and get ready for the company holiday party, meanwhile my mind is on my girlfriend who is on the highway and headed here. If all goes well, she will be here in 8 hours.

still sick.

Called in, shift covered, plopped down in front of the machine with knitting.

Little Sister's Christmas Present is finished! Finally! After three months, three balls of yarn and how many pricked fingers she will be receiving a fluffy pink handknit scarf in nine days.

On to the rest. Thank goodness I gave up the idea of making one for mom too.

*cough*

wishing I was better at math. hated it, my worst subject in school. blasted Euros making the US dollar worth about as much as a mexican peso. rotten for my spending money in Paris in a scant 10 days from today.

reading a link from the long, distant past that PJBoy sent to me.

http://www.sorabji.com/strangle/messages/702/939.html

Ahh...memories.

And wondering whatever did happen to Christopher???

I just made my bridesmaid necklace for Tarn's wedding.

I love the bead shop.

www.beaddazzled.com

can anyone tell me about the milieu of the man from the underground by dostoevsky? also how does decadence contribute to the modern angst in this story?

I don't know shit from shinola,where can we go with this?

a complete and utter imbicle. Or at least feeling pretty idiotic lately.

I can't seem to post much anymore. I'll write a nice juicy long one and then think, nah, I don't need to submit this! And erase it from the window.

Done that at least five times today.

I have a headache from the theater and the same runny nose I've had all week. I ran into a crush of mine on Tuesday and he's leaving town for two weeks. The last time I saw him before that I was drunk and he was stoned and I kissed him. The only thing he's said about it is that I'm a good kisser. The most word I've had from anyone I've done anything with since August.
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Has anyone heard from Hal lately?

yes. where HAS hal been?

I am getting ready to go to lunch and then I go home, clean, pack up the family's presents, hug the kitties and it's off to the frozen north for xmas! Then to Mexico!

talk to you all later!

trying to think of something different to do, but here i am again.

no longer a student. no more papers to write. it should feel better than it does. but it is better than it was.

sleep

Dropped my husband off for his surgery and I feel so bad that I couldn't stay with him,but I had Orion.That was at 3 p.m when I took him they start operating at 5,now.I have been a praying fool.

My prayers were answered,things went better than expected,he's good to go.The best Christmas Present I ever had.Merry Christmas Mark and fellow sorabjites,I love you all.

Merry Christmas J! We love you too!!! ('m drunk)

Ignoring the cats fighting downstairs & eating a Reese's Peant Butter Cup.

Wishing His Markness & my favorite Sorabjians of yore a Merry Christmas & a Happy New Year!

-RC

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peanut butter cup... peanuttttt buttttterrr cuppp.


they were on my xmas list, but I guess andrew didnt have time to drive out to woodend to get any. The only dairy in town that sells them and is about 45 minutes away.

fuckit

sad.

It's Chirstmas and all, but I'm not fond of all the music and the lights and the constant frantic atmosphere of people who aren't ready for things and trying to do too much.

Mom was doing that, running around the house getting food ready and then was sick and stayed home from the family festivities.

I got cornered by two different family members (Grandma was one of them, she claimed that they compared notes) asking about when I'm going to college and how I must go to college right now and go to Portland State. I noticed tears running down my face during the conversation with Grandma and had to run to the bathroom and lock myself in and sob for awhile.

Spammers are reading my emails or something because I got an email from "Hal" titled "Did you get my email?" and it was an advertisement for Xanax or something that's supposed to make me feel less like locking myself away from the rest of the world and carving symbols of my darkening heart into my skin.

Which I haven't begun yet.

I'm so tired. I just want a place where I can go take a nap and feel comfortable doing so. I don't want to go to work, I don't want to live in this atmosphere. I don't want my Christmas gifts. I just want to have one day where I'm not frusterated by the world or so sad because I don't fit anything that's happening in my life. I want to feel like I have something good to say about how I feel and not just listen to the strings of accomplishments of my cousins or stand quietly in the corner hoping to be a million miles away.

I hate Christmas so much, I don't even know why anymore. It's just so excessive and there's so many people and my emotions are pulled back and forth and it's almost over but I still don't feel any better.

I don't think I even know how to be happy. I can be for a few minutes but nothing has been working out for me the way I want it to and everything just feels so hopeless. I feel so lonely.

I should probably see a therapist and take some drugs to numb my brain and dull the pain I feel inside. I want to drop everything and walk into the night and disappear.

I'll probably just go upstairs and cry myself to sleep in time to oversleep my alarm and be late to the job I don't fit. I didn't give my notice and so I'm going to a store that doesn't really want me and I don't really want to go to but it's money. I suck.

Fuck Christmas.

Smelling the liver and onions.

The people downstairs in my new apartment must have the same recipe book my mother had, good old Southern cooking, and every day around 6 o'clock there's a powerful smell, fried chicken, pork chops, spaghetti sauce with garlic... it brings back a flood of memories sometimes. The meat days.

Happy Happy 2004