Watching movies-on-TV
and wondering what
happened to the last
decade.

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FISH BURRITO!!!

MOTHERFUCKING LA JAVIER'S!

BWAH-HA!!!

Working

Missing sorabji and my old friends and hoping everyone is happy and good.

Resonating with this:

"Consciousness itself will become cheap. All its obscure machinations will be revealed, memory made searchable, mysteries vanquished, human immortality stored on a 256k flash drive."

The Presidency tends, year by year, to go to such men. As democracy is perfected, the office represents, more and more closely, the inner soul of the people. We move toward a lofty ideal. On some great and glorious day the plain folks of the land will reach their heart.s desire at last, and the White House will be adorned by a downright moron

taking a deep whiff of the vile smelling chemical that the critter patrol people just sprayed in my attic. time to go grocery shopping. or maybe i should just stay here and be sanitized, along with the rat droppings...

Wow. I can't believe this place is still here.

believe.

watching movies-on-tv again. Taxi Driver this time. feelings exaggerated by the loneliness of the characters on the screen.

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ROOTING FOR TRUFFLES

H!!!!! I remember you,you are a lawyer or you were and I love you.
You were always so nice to me,how the hell are you?It has been a long time.

It's a beautiful day,the birds are singing, the sun's shining and all is well in my world.

Watched Little Miss Sunshine with my wife last night. Better late than never. I laughed so hard it made my head hurt.

Watched Little Miss Sunshine with my wife last night. Better late than never. I laughed so hard it made my head hurt.

Just having one of those
days. The type where you
don't even want to bother
thinking :-\ Or moving or
shaking...or anything.

http://www.couponcutie.net

truly realizing the scary
thing about practical
women.

wow.

i'm glad i didn't know this
when i was 18.

realizing that I'm going to have to figure out how to get my bookmarks over from one of the dead computers if I'm ever going to play scrabble again, and wondering if I have the strength...

Blindswine, do you think impractical women are less scary?

nelly-- i find any woman
i'm attracted to extremely
terrifying. that's why it
works if it works-- i get
shocked back into the
moment.

and the idea of "knowing
exactly what you want" is
so outrageous and
improbable to me that
when i get confronted
with the "you're exactly
what i want" thing i know
i'm hearing "you're
exactly what i want right
now". and that's cool...
but not when i'm
terrified. this only
happens once every seven
years so far. but god
damn...

fire.

kerosene

preparing for the

i just threw my head back and gargled some wine

Oiling in obscurity

I'm an American, I live in London. I do not have a lot of close friends. I am married now, but my wife likes to snooze and she is grumpy about a lot of things. I do love her.

My job seems awesome, but I know I should be doing more. but what? Who knows.

Grubble,
How much does she snooze?
Maybe she's just lazy and should die or maybe she's really tired.

wishing sorabji had a search.

trying to find my posts from 10 years ago. i cant remember the name(s) i used.

Gordis: Try this:

http://www.sorabji.com/m/1/search/

What are you doing?

recovering from a very traumatic event.

i hope my life is never the same again.

Sarah are you okay?

listening to The Jesus Lizard and Big Black.

it's all your fault...

just got an email from someone named Frank Schwing.

sending greetings from the Windy City. It really lived up to its name today, especially by the lake. Ugly day, but got to the aquarium which was really nice.

greeting you from a windy city - Fort Worth...

By Sheila on Monday, July 12, 1999 - 04:27 pm:

what the fuck do you people have against zombies????

i am sick of reading negative stuff about zombies.

give zombies a chance.

or, if you know nothing about zombies, just shut up.

heeds the warnings

Shuffling journals.

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dreaming of long, late, lingering dinners over drinks and candles and music.

warn the town:

the beast is loose

Looking forward to owl stretching time.

spending way too much time at the Electrical Audio forum

Sorry, What are you doing, but I've got a new crush

http://www.electrical.com/phpBB3/

trying to learn a few simple phrases in Igbo so that i can surprise my new Nigerian friend Augustina, who i kind of have a crush on.

billing in the flanks

in the waiting room at dell children's hospital, this time with td2. thinking maybe the on-call nurse was wrong and it could have waited. oh well.

so bored. so tired.

Hopefully metabolizing some fatty portion of myself.

realizing that the words won't just come back, she's gotta chase them down.

Wow not only is this phone
smarter than me,it does more
than I do.

Wow not only is this phone
smarter than me,it does more
than I do.

http://www.electrical.com

What a very cool place.

njmikec

listening to a lady gaga song for the first time ever, and i do believe there is now blood oozing from my ears.

My GramPa passed two nights
ago. Watching Zach
Galifianakis's Visioneers with
my GrandMa and Mom. Just
texted the Love Of My Life
Happy Anniversary. Its been
17 years. GramMa is asleep
on the recliner. The water I'm
drinking is very cold.

is getting too old to navigate
the learning curve

sitting here, listening to the radio, checking out all the websites, sipping a coke. not doing any of the things i need to be doing and ought to be doing. those things are right beside me, ready and waiting to be done, but am i doing them? no. something about this spot, this window, this desk, prevents me from moving or attending to the necessary. and this has been going on for embarrassingly long.

maybe i need to change its feng shui or something

reserves tomorrow for
wanderlust, which has not
been mine of late, though you
can.t really plan for that, can
you?

sipping a cocktail, listening to music, wishing i was somewhere else, and remembering 1999.


http://www.sorabji.com/w/wayd/1999/1887.html

fuck off earthquake.

slurping cheap wine.
feeling the weather change.
book of robert lowell poems and a merriam-websters dictionary to my right.
wcbs radio in front of me.
this weather goes to my backbone.
october is the cruelest month. that is the month i moved to new york. 10/20/90. 20th anniversary coming up, and i plan to spend it at the oak bar, probably by my bad self, same as now.

slowly turning into a paranoid
old fuck

O please God let me sleep, let
me sleep tonight, I promise
10,000 rosaries if I may sleep
tonight

boy did i have fun tonight.
nearly died, too.

you can't have proper fun
without nearly dying.

had you right where he wanted you, back when he still wanted you

studying the crackles of paint on the ceiling

more than just a little curious about the infinite bliss.

confirming reservations for the Oak Room on 10/20, on the occasion of the 20th anniversary of taking that Amtrak train from Tampa to New York City. I can't believe I was ever 22 in this town, but 10/20/90 feels like yesterday as much as tomorrow feels like right now.

had to cancel the Oak Room on account of this gnarly flu. no magic lost, but the psychotic dreams are something to look forward to. I am just happy to be here on my personal 10/20

Listening to Elliott Smith naked in my dorm room. What am i going to do after college? Up til then its easy. After middle school, it's high school. Then, college or military or work. After that though, I don't fucking know. Scared.

kljgsldkf

Congrats to SF! Heckuva series!